Say Something..

I know this song is old but I been really liking this song. It's on repeat right now lol. I'm feeling a lot of the lyrics too so I felt like changing up a few things that would fit my life in a way. Yes I'm bored haha.



This shit was all I knew,
you and me only,
I did it all for you,
still you were lonely,
we coulda worked it out,

uhh, but i guess things change,
its funny how someone elses success brings pain,
when ya no longer involved that person has it all,
and you just stuck standing there,

But, Im gonna need you to say something baby,
say say something baby
say something baby
Im gonna need you to say something baby,
Im gonna need you to say something baby ahhh

[Timbaland]
Yeah, It Really Sucks But
ever since Ive been long gone,
I traded in my senorita for a microphone cause I'm money prone,
I hate the way we fell apart girl, its sad to see,
our lives are good but me and you we a catastrophe,
if I was unsuccessful would you be satisfied?
I need a paramedic girl, Im feeling paralyzed,
if I could choose, you will always be a friend to me,
the more money I made you acting like my enemy,
its crazyyy, I cant help it if you feel ashamed,
of the pressure with turnin you into my Diamond Babe
how can something so familiar be so strange,
closest friends get estranged when your status change,
ahh, is it my mistake, think that where I am and where you at,
and my HomeBoys Larry Loc from regent park is the only one that had my back,
we were the perfect pair, now it seems that we dont match,
is it the money, want me to give it back?

[Chorus]

[Drake]
Uhh, i am the topic of conversation, this a celebration,
lets toast to the fact that I moved out my momma basement,
to a condo apartment downtown because its all about location,
I sit and drink wine goose and watch californication of life,
you shoulda been here to kick it with me,
we coulda split this whole thing up 50/50,
but now im at the 40/40 getting bitches tipsy,
killing shit the ever so talented Mr Ripley,
how I go from being the man that you argue with,
to me and Dwayne Carter Will Nguyen putting out the hardest shit,
I should wanna go back to the one I started with,
but Im addicted to this life its gon be hard to quit,
yeah, just ask me how things are coming along,
you can tell me that you never heard none of my songs blogs,
long as you end up saying one day you plan to listen,
cos whats a star when its most important fan is missing?

(Chorus)

Superbowl XLIV Ads

Here some entertainment if your bored and missed the superbowl. Some commercials I thought we're stupid but there still were some funny and interesting ones though. Enjoy.

Getting Advice?

A lot of decisions in life sometimes require us to pause a moment and really think for a moment of the best course of action. A lot of times we turn to our friends, family, co-workers, etc for a second opinion or advice on what to do. Life can be mind blowing when you really sit down and think about how many times you've had to make a decision on something completely unpredictable that occurs. Life is unpredictable and we never can guess what's going to happen next and what to do next. Every single person in the world holds a unique life which goes in completely different experiences and different perspectives. Everyone is different.

The point is a lot of times when we turn to our colleagues for advice, we first must understand that even though what they say may sound right.. It may not be right for you. We all go through different and unique experiences and a lot of times they may sound similar but thats only because a lot of the time there are a lot of details missing from the explanation of the scenario. The advice given may have worked for that person but could possibly do the opposite for you. You cannot expect to get good advice on your career path when the person telling you is a drug dealer. You cannot expect to get good advice on your relationship from a girl/guy who is either single or dating someone who their unhappy with or cheated on. You have come this far and experienced enough to learn to make your own decisions.

I'm not saying that most advice your given is all wrong however you must use your discretion carefully when making important decisions. You are the one experiencing it and you should know what's best for you. And if you really don't know, at least turn to a person who you know has actually experienced the same thing or has accomplished what you are trying to accomplish. Don't always turn to your BESTFRIEND or OLDER SIBLING etc for the answer cause chances are, half the time they could be wrong. If YOU happen to choose the wrong decision.. don't go and turn emo and beat yourself up about it. Again we're human and we make mistakes. The point is to learn from it.

The main point of this post is for all the people who are very indecisive in life and always turning to people for advice. Then end up regretting their choice and point the blame on others. This is a really sensitive topic to explain because you really have to have gone through an experience based upon this to really understand. Remember that you are the one who is in the driver seat and know when to accelerate and brake.. and even times when you need to reverse or have to do a complete u-turn. Obviously its a corny metaphor but you get the point. lol

=)

This music video always somehow manages to put a smile back on my face everytime. lmao when i get a boat, im gona be jamming this song! haha.

Why Do I Bother?

Why do we bother to impress people who aren't worth our time. Why do we lie to ourselves to make us believe in something that really isn't there. Why do we constantly run in the same circle which only goes round and round and not forward. Why do we care about people who don't care about us. Why do we try so hard to please others when those same people do not even bother trying to please us. Why do we let ourselves get dragged along with those who are falling. Why..

RemixXx

cool.

Something Interesting..

If your still interested in knowing more about your economy, weed, politics, why things are legal, and illegal. Watch "The Union". It is a very informative documentary that may change your perspective on our society and what the media has been filling your head with.

Here is the link to the movie :

http://stagevu.com/video/zlamoujlnqsj

Yawnnn...

Just woke up. Its nice and sunny outside (a good break from the cold) and I have the weekend off from work which is marvelous. I've had a good week and there were a few bumps here and there but no complaints really. One thing about this week however is I've been having a lot of weird dreams lately. And I notice they are including people I don't usually see in my dreams or even think about at all. Sometimes I wonder if it's a sign or does it really just mean nothing at all. They say that your dreams are based upon the very last thing that you think about before you fall asleep. Who knows. I guess this is one of the mysteries in life we'll never understand for sure.

Moving on though. I recently purchased a BB gun and been shooting targets in my house. It's been a lot of fun and there are BB's probably all over the house now. Unfortunately to say.. while we were drinking and partying last night. Someone got shot in the leg. LMAO. And yes, the accident was caused by me. I was holding the gun around after I thought I shot the last bullet. I wanted to scare my friend Abby by shooting the empty gun at him. I did not aim directly at him however. It was in front of him and I pointed towards the ground. As I pulled the trigger, I was laughing and talking shit. But after the shot was fired. Abby yelled
"WTF you shot me in the leg!"
At first I thought he was joking but then I heard the bullet ricochet off in the kitchen. I thought oh fcuk. That can't be good. He pulled up his jeans and he had a small dot which started to bleed. (Keep in mind it is a copper ball bearing being shot at close range with a c.o.2 tank) Luckily it didn't pierce his jeans but it did hurt him. Good thing we were all drinking and so I assumed it really didn't hurt. MY BAD ABBY LMAO. But he reminded me that we were now even because back when we went paintballing. He shot ME in the FOOT while we were getting instructions on what NOT TO DO. lmao. Obviously the paintball wasn't as painful as the BB but getting shot in your toe with air forces on. Still hurt like a mother****. So we're even cause I did not want to get shot with the BB gun lol Plus I did it by accident and he shot me on purpose at the time. lol good times.

Do you believe in fate?

I was very shocked by a lot of the scenes captured in this video. The first couple aren't that great but it gets much better. Hope you enjoy the video.

Another 6 weeks of winter

Luckily for me, I wasn't out in the cold too much today. I like seeing the snow fall but not a big fan of the cold. Spent most of my day at work yet again lol. Surprisingly went by quite fast which was nice. Kept myself busy with re-arranging the presentation displays for watches. Today I notice a lot of more casually dressed down type of people. (Cause I do get alot of people dressed in business suits and attire, the occasional iced out thug, old lady's decked out in furs that look like a very warm blanket lmao. etc) One thing I thought about was a lot of these people weren't very wealthy people and yet to continue to purchase useless yet expensive items on themselves. Now don't get me wrong, I love to shop and buy nice clothes, gear, etc. But sometimes I wonder how much of this desire was bound to me by media, and society's influence. Did you know.. to the naked human eye you cannot tell the difference between a cubic zirconia and a diamond? Its nearly impossible unless you were trained for years as a licensed gemologist. And yet we put this inflated value on this piece of rock and tell people it's more expensive because it's more rare or whatever. Makes you wonder if it's all really worth it. Like how we've come to purchase clothing alot of times based upon brand name. Two polo shirts side by side. One has no logo and is $5-$10 (or even less!) and the other has a crocodile on it and becomes $75. Now sometimes material and quality do play their part, but we all know that's not the case most of the time. Then the worse part I realized is a lot of us taken a lot of the things we buy or obtain in life for granted. We're always so busy running around like time is short and continue to strive for more things we probably don't need. But that's not the main point of this. The main point is as I grow older and see my friends and families around me. I see that a lot of us go through life forgetting to appreciate all the little things or even sometimes the big things we have gotten and things we have desired. If you stop and think for a minute, I'm sure if you just take a look around your room, you will see things that you used to want so badly.. and now it just sits on the drawer collecting dust. And when it comes time to giving it away or throwing it out.. we feel down because yu never know what yu have until its gone. I learned this valuable lesson a lot of times and I'm nowhere near perfect because I still don't always follow my own advice. But to be able to remind myself from time to time about these life lessons. The more I will conform to it. Life is valuable and its okay to want better things and try to achieve success and wealth. But in order for us to see more of our desires, we sometimes need to stop and give thanks and appreciation for all the other wanted things that we have worked so hard for to have today. Maybe it's that new computer or laptop you got. maybe its a new car. maybe its that new outfit you got. a new cell phone. whatever. by thinking about these desired items we've obtained, feels good. it puts you in a very positive emotional state which will pave the way to more of what you want. but that still doesn't go without saying that yu don't have to earn it still lol. if yu can work hard and enjoy life.. life will give you what you ask for. no exceptions.