Everytime I Close My Eyes..

I am really feeling this song right now. At first I wasn't a big fan because it's not my kind of music I like to jam too. But I love the lyrics.. this is exactly how I feel about my life. I just want to be successful and achieve everything that I can. Because..

everytime I close my eyes.. I see my name in shining lights...
a different a city every night.. i swear..
The world better prepare.. for when I'm a billionaire!

Quest Cr3w

So I know this picture has nothing to do with Quest Cr3w but I thought it was an impressive shot. Just wanted to let you guys see it and enjoy it too.

So if you don't know by now, I'm a ABDC fan. Some of yu may not know what that is and if yu don't, too bad lol. No homo but I am a also a Quest Cr3w fan. (Not a real fan like having posters, pictures, stalker items, etc.) I just really enjoy their performances. They always put on a good show and they are always in sync. I find them to be very talented and they are definitely my most favorite crew of every season. I was able to find 2 videos which are a compilation of their performances. I know I haven't been really blogging as often so I wanted to give you guys some entertainment. I just been really lazy and caught up with a whole bunch of stuff lately. But the better days seem to have arrived again.

Enjoy

Hmm, Who Should I Take?

Today was my day off and I had a lot of errands on my plate. Woke up at about 1130am (so early!) and had to start writing down the list of things to be done for the day. Once I finished my errands though, the day went completely unexpected. I asked my friend to come assist me for a few of my last errands because I didn't want to have to deal with paying for parking when I only need to run in and out of a particular location. (I'm cheap I know lol) She also recently got her license so she wanted to drive, so I let her drive my car. It went surprisingly fast as I hoped.

So after we tried to figure out what to do on a beautiful day. None of us had anything planned for that moment so I told her to just drive because we were pulled over on the road. As we were driving, she asked me.. "So where do yu take girls? ... aside from Mike's house?" LOL Whatever that's suppose to mean. I said "do yu really want to know?"

"Yes.. and I saiddd.. aside from Mike's House? Hahaha" That's when I said okay. I started to give her directions to my exclusive spot. I call it exclusive because this spot holds a phenomenal view and very few people know of this place. I was feeling like going there because I haven't been there in quite sometime and with all the bs I been putting up with at work.. I really could use clearing my head. I love being by the water and having a nice view on a beautiful day.

Once we arrived, I showed her around and told her she cannot tell anyone this spot because it's exclusive and only I can come here with guests lmao. So if your lucky I might take you here one day. She was just lucky to be there because of coincidence. So everything was beautiful as I usually see it. The picture above is the view from one end (at night its even more beautiful because of all the lights.) and directly behind it is all lake. As you can see, this is Toronto. The great part is this spot is completely open to the public but you would never really know how to find it unless by chance. Which I did one day with a friend quite sometime ago when we wanted to take a stroll at night somewhere and randomly came across this spot while exploring.

The climax of the story comes now though. At this secret location (which if I told yu, Id have to kill yu lol) there is a small island directly in front of it. On this island there are airplanes, helicopters and obviously a few boats here and there. This spot allows yu to see airplanes and helicopters take off in front of you and also boats that zoom by. It has everything you pretty much would want in a special city scenery. I never got a chance to go over to that island though... until today.

We decided to walk down further then I usually go, and came across the ferry which takes you across. We then spontaneously went on the ferry and across to the island to see what was on the other side. There were so many business people on that ferry coming back and forth so it was very upscale. I was so surprised and amazed. All I was doing in my head was thinking about my song "I'm on a boat!" lmao

Once we got onto the other side, we went exploring around and probably places that we shouldn't have gone lol. The terminal there was very clean and modernized. We then decided to go outside and to the coast facing the original coast on the other side that I usually go. And once we got there, the view was even more amazing. We seen a helicopter take off and the buildings weren't covering the CN Tower or big buildings and we could see everything.

We sat down on the edge for a bit to chill out by the water. It was really soothing to be there and clear my head and relax a bit. I love being by lakes, oceans, waterfalls, etc. The view just takes me into a different world and brings peace and tranquility into my mind. We started to see the ferry make its way back so we decided it was time to head back. As we were walking back we noticed these two ducks just chilling under the bumper of a car in the parking lot. And look which car it chose to chill under out of all the cars in the parking lot. LMAO
We both had to take a picture of that. As we got back on the ferry. We were chilling on the outside deck to see the view and started taking pictures. We got to see a police boat zoom by which gave me the perfect shot to take. I was so amazed by the views that I saw today and even that fact that this would have never crossed my mind to come here but now I know it's here and what this place offers. Very upscale business people use this to go places. I don't want to give away too many details because I still want it to be exclusive lol. But like I said earlier, if your lucky, maybe I'll take yu. ;)

P.S. I know a lot of you are going to say.. that's center island! But I can assure you that it is not lmao. May look like it, but it's closer then you think.

Ultra Backdrop Pics

This is mad late but finally got a hold of them.

From training wheels to training bras.. (Copy)

*I stole this whole post from my brother's blog because he took the words right out of my mouth. I wanted to keep a copy of this post for me to remember always. This was what he wrote.

My lil sister turned 17 last week and had a big-little party at the house with a bunch of friends.

It was such a weird thing to me, to see my sister in make up, all dressed up, socializing with friends. Cant lie, I got a lil nervous when she said she was gonna have boy-friends come over. lol

I couldnt even look at my sister after she put her make up on. Everytime she spoke to me, I turned away. She thought that that I thought she was ugly or something. It wasnt that, its just that I wasnt ready to accept her as a woman yet. In my mind, she’s still that little baby who used to waddle in her diapers and used to show me everything that she just found so that I could say it was cool so she could smile and be proud of herself. lol. Sounds stupid of me, but thats really how I see my sister.

Im 8 years older than her and used to throw out her baby poo diapers, my brother and I used to put her to sleep and watch Barney with her. We walked her to school and taught her how to play video games, we sang Britney Spears songs together on our old school Sony HandyCam. We took her for bike rides and ate junk food with her while talking about which Sailor Scout was our favorite. I remember when she was 3 or 4…I remember saying that I wish we could both stay in this time forever, young and innocent, naive and pure.

As we got older things started to change. My mom and her father divorced, my brother moved out, I moved out…and she moved in with her dad. When it rains, it pours around here.

Its amazing how much more complicated things get as we get older and how much our lives change because of the decisions of those around us. Im not mad at it, because these things are supposed to happen to make us who we are, Im just saying. Its always simple in the beginning. Always.

As the three of us got older, my brother started becoming the good cop while I became the bad cop. My brother became the one she could always turn to for advice and acceptance, while I became the discipline and the hard ass. But I think all in all, it worked out for the best. Balance is always good.

Its so crazy that my sister celebrated her 17th birthday. Next thing you know she’ll be introducing me to boyfriends, coming home late, clubbing and what not, off to university…before I know it, she’ll probably be engaged, move out, get married, have kids…lol…*sigh…where does the time go?

It was funny, my brother Mike came into the living room where my sister and all her friends were and he was like ‘Yo, my brother and I are nice enough to let y’all party with my sister on her birthday, but for real, if any of you guys start acting up, my brother and I have no problems kicking someone’s ass. Im serious.”

lmao.

While Mike says that, Im sitting in the kitchen with Julie laughing so loudly that it was almost a bit scary. lol

Man, my sister had it good. When I turned 17…I dont even remember what happened when I turned 17…wow…how depressing?

My parents stayed in their room the whole night so it was my brother, mine’s and Julie’s responsibility to make sure none of these kids went insane. I remember sitting in the kitchen hearing everyone singing and dancing in the living room with the lights off. I can imagine everyone by my sister’s locker on Monday morning telling her how much fun they had. lol.

I had to go to work that night, so my brother and Julie stayed, but then my brother had to leave, so it was only Julie looking after my sister and her friends. So shout outs to her for doing all that.

And shout outs to whoever told my sister “OMG! You’re brothers look so scary! They look like they’re from Tokyo Drift!” lmfaoooo!!!

And to my sister, Im so proud of the woman you’re becoming and the decisions you’ve made thus far. My hat goes off to you for being all that you are despite the obstacles that you’ve had to overcome. It breaks my heart to see you grow up so fast, but no matter how old you get, you’ll always be my baby sister.

Ill love you always

BBM Club

Now your all probably sitting there like, please tell me this idiot didn't really join a blackberry club. Fortunately for my sake, no I haven't lol. I just used BBM Club as a title for my post in a brief term. It's crazy when you sit back and think about how cell phones even started out and how far along we've come. I use to remember when in movies and music videos, having that big ass brick with Xtra Large key pads with no screen.. use to be cool as hell. lmao. Now we have pocket tv's basically in our pockets.. and even has things like touch-screens, online video streaming, etc. (Don't want to go too much into how many ridiculous things a cell phone can do these days and sound like a nerd.) But yu get the point.

When I first got my cell phone I was like jumping for joy like I hit the lottery or something. I know, I'm a loser. lol But then every year came out with more new this, more new that.. Then text messaging came out and it was like the biggest craze since sliced bread. Now we have blackberry messenger and even being able to sign onto Windows Live Messenger on your bb. The whole point of this post was to finally come to the whole reason you even read this far about cell phones and blackberry's.

I visited my dad and his girlfriend (old fob parents who think they're still young lol) recently and while we were eating, they told me how they must be getting old. I obviously asked why do you feel that way? (In a sarcastic way, lol yeah shouldnt have been sarcastic though) She said, well when I went to a club recently (oh god I'd be embarressed as hell if I bumped into my dad at a club.. lol) All I see girls doing in there is holding a drink and purse in one hand and both hands are holding theyre blackberries and just pressing buttons all night on the cell phone *beep beep beep all night! What are they doing?

LMAO Imagine hearing that in vietnamese and them genuinely not knowing why girls do that. I died laughing! BECAUSE ITS SO TRUE. LMAO Most of the time I notice people in the clubs are always just bb-ing away all night like they came to the club to bbm. I can't hate, lol cause I know I use to bb away when I had my blackberry. But to hear it come from them and saying that's why they feel old... hahahaha I'm sorry, maybe I'm just an idiot but I found that to be funny because of the circumstances lol. and maybe it probably would have been more funny had you all been there but that would have likely never happened. So I guess I am an idiot lol.

Pound for Pound

When I saw this video, I was amazed. This is exactly what I am going to do with my son. I am still enrolled in a boxing gym however I been unable to box due to my braces, and realistically speaking, I been lazy as hell therefore I haven't been hitting the gym lol. This kid is amazing though.. I can only imagine how fast and skilled he'll be when he turns 18. I am definitely teaching my kid this at a young age so if your my baby mama, warning you now lol. I ain't teaching him because I want him to be a boxer (unless he wants to), but I just want my son to be tough because the world is cut throat and I want him to be able to defend himself and not get picked on or anything along those lines. As for my daughter, I am definitely going to put her into a hip hop dancing school. But I'll let my girl deal with that lol.

Like A G6

Poppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzard
When we drink we do it right gettin slizzard
Sippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6

*Feeling this tune right now! I know it's a bit old but I only heard it recently.. and I am Jammin to this right now lmao now i'm feelin so flyy like a g666! (I know, I'm such a dork.)

Don't Take Me To Jail

I been feeling this song lately. No comment as to why lol. Anyways, so today I finally got a hold of the pictures at Light (Nightclub). These are from middle of March so it's kind of late but I didn't get a hold of them until today. Again most pictures are just of people I know or pictures I selected that I liked from the dozens of pictures. The videos I'll post up another time. This was for Criselle's Birthday, and it seemed everyone had a good time. I was smashed, and I don't even remember much except puking and having to work the very next morning lol.

Caught red-handed lol